Fucking hell.

Okay, so it wasn't see you tomorrow. Sorry about that. Well. No one is reading these anymore anyway, so what do I even care?

I'm flying back to Germany for two weeks. To deal with the last stuff left to deal with, close all my accounts, sort through my 24 years worth of things and send the things I want to keep back to Estonia somehow... it's gonna be a blast *sarcasm*

I'm in pain. I don't get where it came from. Maybe I wore a dress one too many times for Estonia. Should've worn those pantyhose after all. Well, it's hurting in my kidneys, I think (at least the part of my back where kidneys usually are hurts, so...), and I'm fucking scared of it being a kidney inflammation, which is way worse than the bladder inflammation I thought I had the day before yesterday... I'm fucking screwed. Fuck this...

I'm going to try and get through staying at an airport for tonight with lots of Ibuprofen, an go to a doctor as soon as I am in Germany. I don't currently have health insurance in Estonia, meaning I have to do it in Germany... he'll probably give me antibiotics, though, if it's something worse than that... I don't know what I'll do then. I really don't...

I don't want to be seriously sick. I don't have the time for that. I need to figure out all these other things and I just don't have time to be ill. Fucking hell. Fuck fuck fuck fuck. Javla fitta...

I won't be posting anything for a while now, probably. I don't have the patience to tip long texts on my phone, since I'm not taking my laptop with me, and so for at least two weeks you won't be getting anything out of me. Not that it particularly matters since no one is reading these anyways...

I guess it's just for me then. Bye.