Well Hello There.
I guess my reason for actually deciding to open up this blog is to somehow figure out my life and also to show other people going through the same troubles that they are not alone.
Being indecisive as fuck is no fun.
People always complain that I take way too long to decide something. It honestly doesn't matter what it even is. I can't for the life of me decide what to cook for myself at the current moment. Instead, I'm procrastinating by writing this first blog post. My stomach's starting to actually hurt slowly because I'm really hungry. But I can't decide what to eat. And it sucks. So very much.
So I've taken upon myself to write at least a couple of lines every day. Simply of my struggles to decide. To decide what? That depends on the day. Each day it's something different.
Oh, there's an over-all huge decision hanging over me like the Hammer of Thor. I have to decide what to do with my future soon enough. I can't stay in this limbo I'm in forever, and yet... my mind refuses to choose. It jumps from one idea to another, finding pros and cons in everything, and it's slowly driving me nuts. I can't get any professional help either, because they have such long waiting lists that by the time I get there, the problem is already either solved or thrown out the window. And I don't have enough of the jingly to push myself ahead of the waiting lists. Never have been a VIP, probably never will...
So this is my introduction. I'm a very indecisive, yet impulsive and spontaneous person. Just your everyday girl in her quarter-life crisis (yes, that's a thing, google it) which doesn't seem to have an end in sight. I'm going to really try and post every day as much as possible, even if it is just a few words.
I'm making this blog open to all the public for one reason only: so other people in similar situations can read, comment and commiserate here. It should be a safe space where no one is going to be insulted, called lazy, stupid or anything else. Anyone who does that will be blocked without prior notification. I'm quick and very strong-willed when it comes to tolerance and such stuff. Be warned!
And with that, I'll sign off for the very first time and go find some food to eat. Hopefully soon.
Cheers.
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