Bday blues..?

It's my birthday in two days. I'm turning 25. I used to have a huge Potter-themed party planned, but ever since I came back to Estonia.. well, obviously no plan anymore. I guess I'll just go to GamesNight here on the 30th, play some Just Dance to win that Playstation 4, and see who decides to show up in costume. Since, you know, I don't really have a choice of cosplays at the current moment. Can't even dress up...

I've been on this earth for a quarter of a century now. It already feels like a lifetime, I can't even imagine what it would feel like when I turn 75.. if I make it that far. Who knows. Guess we'll see.

I just.. I feel as if I'm letting my life kind of flow by every now and then. I do experience new things, I'm not just sitting on my arse all of the time, but a lot of the time still I'm sitting here, thinking "what the hell are you doing with your life?"

I had a great interview today. I'm hoping that they will get back to me real soon and get me to continue into the second round. I'm very much hoping for that, actually. Even though I tell myself continuously to keep my expectations low, I can't help it. This company is a place where I think I would very much love to go to work. Even if gets stressful or difficult at times. They seem to be quite a drama-free environment there, or at least as much as I've heard about that. I mean, it's already a better outlook than your usual office setting. So here's to hoping I get a call-back soon.



I'm also thinking the title of this blog isn't quite as fitting anymore. I've definitely become more decisive in things, a lot more than a few months ago. I guess figuring yourself out helps with that? I'll perhaps change it to something more fitting after I post this.

Since I'm spending most of my birthday at home or at GamesNight all by my lonesome self, I guess it's not even really worth getting that excited over it. I'm hoping to get some good luck and win a Playstation 4 at GN, they're giving one away. Other than that, though... we'll see how the day goes.